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The best way to love me while I am alive ~> this way.
There is little sleeping...well, I hope soon to be sleeping~but not until I share some feelings that have been manhandled by a lot of...
payfaye
Sep 9, 20252 min read
a diary page found strewn (shrewd) about at Chernobyl
I was up late just rereading a ritual and imagining myself moving through each part. I am up late and no one esle is awake in the house...
payfaye
Sep 3, 20252 min read


Poetic License 2025 Art Show!
I am working with my friend Elaine to get some art in for Poetic License show. She came over last weekend and we had a lot of fun! I...
payfaye
Aug 29, 20251 min read
Transmutation resulting from relational permutations and computations. A letter to my mother after her death.
There is a lot that I would like to say to you - just between me and you - now that your everywhere. it is just between me and...
payfaye
Aug 7, 20253 min read


Cindy Lee Anderson - This is just one small portion of our love story. I will start at the end. You died on June 11, 2025.
My beautiful mother Cindy - Loving and protecting her little ones.... The last time I posted was June 9th. I had a plan to post the...
payfaye
Jul 13, 20258 min read
The Creation Story- part 2 - commentary continued -Semblance of Form - constructional theory - towards trinity.
The building of this place - our space - has taken time to create. The current state of our 5th dimension: expansive and intimate. There...
payfaye
May 29, 20253 min read
The Creation Story - commentary on constructional theory and personal narrative behind our shared 5th Dimension. Part 1.
Unbeknownst to the reader I am bare, part of my routine to write this morning - nothing, to get me to sit down and focus - clothing an...
payfaye
May 14, 20252 min read


Expressing Myself
<3 Happy Nuit Day <3 I am grateful.
payfaye
Apr 8, 20251 min read


memoirs of a devotee
...my devotional body... coiled my lips yearn to move my tongue to smooth my form just a billet-doux saying I love you wanting...
payfaye
Feb 16, 20251 min read


Alive and on Fire
Chest opens— the first signal, an exchange, carbon released. Prearranged, this spiraled interplay, rekindled by the flame, alveoli...
payfaye
Dec 2, 20241 min read


An Intro Recently Expressed to Friends.
My name is Patience, though I often go by “Elicitwords” because I’m constantly trying to elicit words that express my inner feelings and...
payfaye
Nov 7, 20241 min read


In Memory of Zoe
I love you. My forever friend.
payfaye
Nov 7, 20241 min read


Corination
Glasya-Labolas lingers, An unconsecrated presence, obediently moving, Swelled with joy for an anticipated end. On this heavy night,...
payfaye
Aug 22, 20241 min read


Kaydee - It has been 2 Years.
Your Memory is a Blooming Light In fields of purple, where flowers sway, Your reflection's bright as you played, delight. With laughter...
payfaye
Aug 19, 20241 min read


- propagated -
Mind of mine Nothing caught To wrought In my mind of mine No bome to set Flesh pinked to wet Mind for mine Single spec at rest With soft...
payfaye
Jun 7, 20241 min read


The Sun Shines Differently
The Sun Shines Differently bright a flare, your will...your way so many doors have been opened time passes eventually, all opportunities...
payfaye
Apr 16, 20241 min read
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